I'm an idiot.

I should have known better, and I'll probably never forgive myself for this. Maybe I'm just supposed to be alone.

Something New

I never thought I'd be able to compare myself to Sanaa Lathan. I also didn't think I'd be this happy. I hope everything works out this time.

New beginnings...

Lately things have been...pretty great actually. I'm finally settled in my new job (secretary for a non-profit), and while it doesn't make much use of my degree, I really enjoy it. My dad was in hospice before he died and even though all I do is take phone calls and other office-y things, I feel like I'm doing my part to help people during their hard times.

I'm becoming obsessed with saving money, probably since I don't have any. I decided today to limit my unnecessary spending as much as possible. I've been printing out coupons like a fiend and trying to stop spending on a whim (which, if you know me at all, is something I do on a daily basis).

I found this great interactive grocery list at WorkingMom.com. You can add your own items, print the list, and even write comments to yourself or your shopping helper. I've got coupons for a lot of items, so I made notes on which specific brands I need to buy to use them. I also looked at the online version of this week's Wal-Mart ad and made notes of items I use that are on sale so I can stock up. I feel so responsible and grown up! :)

I've also gotten a lot done as far as Christmas shopping. I know it's only the first week of November, but Christmas will be here before we know it. Plus, planning and shopping are two of my favorite things, so being able to do them both at once was very satisfying. :) I'm doing some grocery shopping today, so I may even be able to knock out a few more gifts (Wal-Mart gift cards, etc.) while I'm out today.

My grandfather is recovering well from his stroke and surgery; that's a blessing. Mom and the rest of the family are doing well too. Matt and I have had our ups and downs, but that's something I'm leaving up to God. Since I get a lot of free time at work, I'll probably be updating more often now...but don't hold me to that. :)